the past two days

sorry dint get to update.was busy.Anyways,i highlighted my hair.I love it.hoho. Thanks to my favourite and one-and-only hairstylist,Lauren.Haa x)

yesterday went out with the usual; #66 with jirah, #90 with Feah, And me with my baby♥.Went to pick #22 first cos sii dia habis kerja and nada ride.#90 n #66 went to pick up feah and after all those were done,met up with all of them in gadong.After there we went to pick up my baby and after that baru ambil jirah.We rushed to Ahan Thai cos it was sungkai time thennnnnnnnnn......our reserved table kena ambil -_-'' ngok.Lucky there was an alternative f not,haaa blapar ta tu x) eeappeh... *mcmth nada restaurant lain* ngahaha.Anyways we had our sungkai at cheese box.It was great.They had a wide range of menu from meat-lovers to seafood,dimsum to sushi.Nanti lagi we go there.Then after thatt lepak at #66's liat cerita hellboy and zohan.And and sii darling i loike,always kacau org.Love it when you tease..hee x) anyways.There was a slight conflict between me n sii sayang but oh well,malas nak ckp lagi =P
hope in time she'll get used to things.

Thats all furr now.will update you guys with pictures next time.
Chalobette~

Jesterly in♥

An awkward yet hilarious day =)

woke up at noon,not sure wat time and #66 called cos ea bwa jalan.so me,#66 and #90(maxxy) went out to jalan.ish,sii darling inda tia jua dapat -_- went to gadong ambil #66 punya 32" flat screen and home theatre.Pacah,smpit wa kereta.harhar x) then went to #66's house to set up the things then #66 and #90 antar timah n patenn cos dorang ada bbq.#04 came to #66's so ea trus bwa i jalan browsing for sound system. Went to Seng Hoe Huat (gadong branch n qlaps) then went to lauren's.Skali #66 nda jadi bleach rambut cos tabirnya datang sudaa.Zoomed back to #66's and pasang tabir.Then then at night Sofa nya sampai jua.Mcm The sims wa trus biliknya.Then went to gadong cos #66 kn jumpa orang.Bought Dvd's then went arcade.Then i went separate ways with them cos they went home n i went to netland where i met #58 and the others.Played DOTA and finished around 12:30+am.

The interesting part!!

Went downstairs n sat at McDonald's to find that there was quite a fuss in front of SKH.There was a fight which involved some people we know and despise..and guess what?#06 was involved juwa!He got punched in the eye and sumwer round the neck.Lebamm ooo the mata (0_-) was on standby mode,in case apa2 happen to our beloved #06.Then the local cops came and it was sooooo talorrr.Takut wa policenya.Ngok eh.Tungkal liat si *whispers* bawa pemarang.Harrr x) lllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrriiiiiiiiiiiiii~ ngaha. Then everyone spreaded out.

The Hilarious and far most stupidest part!!

There was this nerdy guy who came out from Netland.me and my friends recognised himcos he asked me sumthin bout DOTA earlier.He went across the zebra cross and went around SKH area.Didnt even realised where he had gone.Then there was screaming n shouting and we zoomed to the scene and saw that kid kena hantam!!Eatah tuuu luan penyibuk.Mau2 lagi kn ksana tu.He ran from SKH,jarih kena tumbuk and tendang and the stupid part was that he ran,stopped to say sorry,ran again,stopped to say sorry.Then ran all the way to Rizqun.Ngok eh.Kesian the guy.A scene to remember.

After all that we went for Nasi Katok and after that balikk.

Oh oh and today's #68's birthday.Happy Birthday Frosty!!makin tua sudaa ko ahh.Haa,Tinggikan tia badanmu aa.

Chiao everyone.Laterrr

Jesterly in-love ♥

4th Date ♥

had my sungkai outing with my family since it was my lil brothers' birthday. We had our sungkai at Farmbasket and after that i went to Lauren's cos eqal wanted to do his hair.Then #66 picked me up from there to go and fetch sii darling n jirah.But but first had to send #68 home and then buy some fireworks at jerudong.

The moment everything was done,went to mentiri to pick her up.As we came to her house,the moment she set foot outside her house i was extremely shocked.I'm speechless of words.She was different.Not the usual Rockstar i imagined in my head (i loike plg jua). She wore a different attire and surprisingly with heels!! =) i was love-struck once more. Nyeah. anyways after that went to terunjing ambil darling sii feah,hoho lama tidak jumpa sii cousin jauhh.Then after that baru ambil jirah at katok.It was like a love-boat,except with wheels.

We went to the mall cos azri had to send his Nintendo Wii. We waited for him at The Rizqun Hotel's Lobby where i met my X-colleagues. Haa,mereka rindu kat sayaa yang suka berjenaka.Harhar xp. They offeres me to come back to work but malas i.Letih tau.Anyways,after that we went to Twelv' Cafe and just lepak there meh since nower to go.Then then yang telurrnya sii #90(maxxy) told me ada kedai hampir to buy ciggies.skalinyaaaa,jalan punya jalan smpai ke kdai runcit ampir mamih.Berpeluh sayaaa.Then #22 & #82 came cos sii jirah mau pierce arah kirai.Sii darling kan mau tia jua tapi pikir dua kali.

After that went to the usual spot at qlap and lepak there where there were these few annoying group of people.Sooo noisy and annoying.Lagunya lagi balik balik tuu,memory cardnya yg 16mb kali sja.. haaahaaa x) anyways sii darling terkejut sajaa cos dorang main bedill.Kuat brabisly.Then we had to scoot cos ramai lagi datang.and and heard there was a BKN raid.Dunno mayb at gadong or stadium.Then after that it was time to go home.First we sent jirah,Then Feah then baru darling i.

Everything was above expectation.She took all the risks and turned fear to power.Me likey very the muchy muchy♥♥ Darling i love youu so much. You were wonderful tonight. missing you so bad.mwahs.xoxo

Jesterly in-love ♠♥

Me and #48's convo at msn x)

Me : Mana kamu ne?
#48 : Aku otw aga sam
Me : owh apa ada?
#48 : Ko mna?
#48 : Nth lumku tau
#48 : Aku umh tam
Me : Owh
#48 : K0 mna?
Me : Aku gadong
#48 : pa ada?
#48 : Ma d0rg adli?
Me : nda
Me : I sorang jer
#48 : Aha meher pkai i2
Me : Haha
Me : Kebiasaan
#48 : Hahaha
#48 : jmpa mem a?
Me : nda jua
#48 : Brijap jua nik gfmu 2
Me : ntah
Me : minta2 kn mati
#48 : Knak nyaa?
Me : ?
#48 : knpa ya hahaha
Me : Nada papa
Me : Lalah,pengsan x ea
#48 : Aha
Me : Sdah ku mrhi
#48 : J, Cdku pa abrnya?
Me : Nda Baik
Me : i ganti cd bru
#48 : Alrite
Me : Apa planing mlm ney?
#48 : Nth umh ctam
#48 : ko na ksni ka?
Me : jap g ku trabang
Me : Bolah wa sayap ku ne
#48 : hahaha
Me : Nda dapat
Me : Menyangkut ku d flyover
#48 : hahaha
#48 : tarik ngjut
Me : Sudah, luruh bulu sayap
stampik kiri plg
Me : taluu eh
#48 : Hahaha
Me : boring ku yaw
#48 : pkai kanan ja
#48 : Menyiring ko trabang
Me : Sudah ku cuba, nda stable
#48 : biar tia
#48 : Janji smpai
#48 : karang ku 2long usai syap mu
#48 : lajuu
#48 : trbng
#48 : lari ka
Me : Sudah,ku bwa starting
arah bukit pun na mo
trabang ah
#48 : ko jln wal ne dlm kul11 ko smpai p na bleh stop lari
#48 : lajuu
#48 : haha mjal
#48 : hahaha bukit mna e? Sblah just toy 2ka?
#48 : hahaha
Me : Awu
Me : Malu wa ku
Me : Ramai urg dthyes
Me : Stampik g luruh
#48 : 2top mata la na nmpk urg
#48 : hahaha
Me : sudah
#48 : haha p npa msh malu
Me : Sayapku mnyangkut ara
tmpt screen tv basar ah
Me : Semua jua urg meliat ne
Me : Expose tia ku
#48 : hahaha nda papa wa
#48 : utk btc wahaha

-The End-

The 3rd date ♥

Waited for her at gadong.She was at teguh raya so i buat bodoh jer soarang2 at gadong.Then one of my friend called said he had trouble with sumone i know.it was funny cos i was like in the middle of both.Then my baby texted me up n said she was at McDonald's.There i met her,her sister and ejat (sii kawan lama).harhar.It was fun.But then i di halau oleh sii darling when i said my friend's are going to netland.It hurts *sigh*. Oh well i just ignored it then went to Arcade with her and accompanied her at Kbox where we sang brabisly =) ejat nyanyi jua and surprisingly ea punya suara lawaa.haaa xp anyways me n #58 wer heated up cos there were these bunch of emo kids.Taie palat brabis.If i wer to b given the chance,i'd go for them (#58 pun sama).

After that went netland for DOTA n COD match.N out of nowhere sii darling ada disana jua fter that.There we talked for a bit bout how i felt.It was ok jua.

I'm just a bit puzzled,and m feelin way awkward cos i dunno why but she wont answer me when i ask questions,she doesnt talk much to me,no holding hands,no hugging n not even walking together.What am i?*sigh* She did textd me up in a sweet way after that and everything was ok but then wen we were on the phone,sma jugaa. Spent 8 mins just to say "hello?" "iyahh" and sum other word.Im a bit upset but im not gona giv up either.

Time will tell as we move closer forward.That's all.

Jesterly in love ♥

Pictures taken on 16/09/08

 
 
 
 
 

Us at adi's garage

In a Way Sober State

couldn't sleep thinking about her. So i spent my time editing pictures and guess what? i love it!!

i wanna know what others think of it so here they are :

                        

>> Sunshine effect

              

>> Black&white effect

                        >> Eerie effect                                

                      

>> Lovely effect

2nd day with my baby #90♥

2nd day.me and #66 planned to go out n watch a movie.So its me with my baby,him with his.but the fucked up part is,everybody was late.so had to cancel the plan.instead we just took them out to the mall.As usual we went to the arcade*where else* lol and and we met miji and adly.

After that we went kilanas where #10 took us for nasi katok (inda nyaman *sigh*) then went to qlap just to enjoy the night breeze.So far we're making good progress.anyways,its just a typical day but it was fun and most of all i was happy cos she made me happy.

Then on the way sending her home,everything sparked up and there was motion in our relationship.a simple kiss can light up even the darkest life inside me.it gave goosebumps all over me *i loike* hee.There was a downside part jua.Didn't spent much time with her,again.At times i wanted to b close to her,held her in my arms and show everyone that i have fallen in-love with someone who i cherish more than life.Oh well,in time everything will be ok.

Jesterly in-love♠

My 1st Day out with sii ♥#90♥

Today was actually fun.#10 went to #66's house for lepak and i asked #10 to accompany me pick up and jalan with #90♥.1st we went to serusop to meet mummy *i miss si ibu so much* and then ke airport cos #10 neededme to do his errand.sampai at airport it was soo crowded.and and banyak orang md. Hoho i miss them.anyways after dat we bought fuel and went to fetch #90♥.I went netland after that but nda batah.Played COD sja and was owning the game.after that i went to mall with #10 and there met #90 then ke arcade.We had fun,played hoops and in two games she only scored 3/4 shots.ngahaha,i owned you baby*jgn marah*. Then we went to parking biasa n waited for miji n adly.I had to send her home after that.

Then went tu #16's house.There i met the others and there was a slight conflict btween me n #16.how was i to noe?then we celebrated our bloved #79's bday.Happy bday bradaa.huhu.All right.till next time.chalobette~

The downside part

• not much time spent
• waited for a long time at netland but nada
• reached out for her but kna reject. hoho.
• no pictures.

Jesterly in love♠

#66 with his new hair ♠

Here's #66 with his new hair. Wah lao~ so white.

Another day in my misery life

last night,went home around 2+ from empire.it was sooo fun and relaxing. we went to th beach at empire tapii sekejap aja oo cos ada orang with cara melayu datang,dont know dari mana,and shooed us off.damn,baru jua duduk brapa minit.at least it was ok la.i shuffled at the parking lot sampai berpeluh.Havent shuffled for a long time =) sekaliii sudah balik sii azrii menggeruyuu sudah.paksa i pergi ke rumah talip and crashed there.baik jua open masih.harhar.

sudah bangun i sneaked into my house to ambil my stuff cos bangas bju balik2.hoho.and mind you,eventho blik2 its clean and washed.And to those dat dont understand,i ran away from home and today is the fourth or fifth day sudaa.End os that story.malas ceritaa.anyways,after ambil smua barang ada sii tua pemarah,not really sure but my other siblings call him "dad" or sumthing.i dunno.and he was staring at me as if i'm like his worst enemy or sumthing..i chill sja~i jalan teruss =) otw to azri's it was damn hot!!! i hate brunei.blrghhhh.gila wa panasnya.
after smpai at azri's,we lepak there till eqal ambil around 9 to go netland play DOTA *i loike* til 1am kali.not sure.its really awkward walking around with azri cos his hair is frickin' white.Its dashing to us but for other people?trust me if i wer to hav a notebook,it'll all be full if i listed all the comments i overheard people say.Paling mahal was this old man, he said "urang kn mau rambut itam,dorang pulang kn mau rambut putih". LMAO xpp we went to buy nasi katok at qlap after that and lepak at #16's house.And for the first time ever,My baby called me =)
we had so much fun talking.sakit perut ktawa saja.it was sweet.

Now i'm at azri's,sitting my ass off writing this blog.i is bored to the max.had to ceroboh masuk cos azri kunci pintu.baik jua handal x) nyeah.i'm off to bed.tired baa after sooo much DOTA.laterr.i'll update tomoro.Insya Allah.Noights ^.^

woke up in the morning around 7+am.Mummy mc'ed me cos i have an appointment with MINDEF.Had to take my X-ray card n letter for my medical check.Fuhh~Lucky #10 was there.If not i'[d be left with one option, The Purple Bus. *Death wail "nooooooooooooo"* hee. everything went well n guess what?mummy was there at Bolkiah Garrison.I was soooo damn happy.It's been 4days since i left home.To those who don't know,Don't ask why. So long meh the story.hoho.After having done every bit of thing they needed, me yul n anne left Bolkiah to go gadong.Anne was looking for a job.Apparently ther were some vacancies but the funny thing is dat she applied at yana's and the opposite shop =) if both were to accept her wer to put?in the middle aa ara hallway? harhar x) *jangan marah anne*.

We went to netland and as usual went on-9 gaming.lost track of time and day cos my friend poked me and said "inda smbahyang jumat ka?" wadoiiii,forgot it was friday. lorr.
And and petang i went sungkai with azri an the cousins cos they were celebrating fatin's (adek azri) punya b'day. Happy 16th fatin =) n after that met miji and went roaming round the mall.

It was pretty much a busy day for me. Well,everyday busy pulang but tadii was so tiring. that's all for today.will update if anything happens. Toodles ^^

Pictures taken by #15 at kianggeh (11/09/08)

Haa,Finally my template's as usual but with a new start =)

-Here we go-

11+ish am- went to D'ren,my favourite hairstylist to do azri's hair.he bleached it n now its so
white.hoho.i wanna highlight my hair red but wait for money mehh...ishh *sasak*

Azri finished doin his hair at around 4+. mannnn i was soooo buntu.liat cerita
HalfPastDead2.Calii ooo.

4+pm - #15 picked us up n after that went kianggeh for sungkai with Btc *konon puasa*
ahemm,it all costed $79.Gila waa..soo few people tapi.... hoho

7+/8+pm - we went to hospital to visit #06's mummy.A very wise n loving person.How i wish
she was my mum *sigh*

10+/11+pm - Went to gadong at usual parking spot and left them btc to go netland to play Dota.
still not improving in dota.need a whole lotta practice.

12+/1+pm - Went to nasi katok mama belii mamam then what a surprise,BTC lepak at aneka
rasa.Hoho,how i feel really left out. at times wen i needed them.oh well...

Well thats pretty much what happened.Oh and we did took sum pictures at kianggeh.As usual sii #15 always like to take pictures so we mnyampukk xp.

i'll upload them photos later.well thats all for now.Taa~

the start of sumthing new

Here i am,starting a new life. moving on from what haunts me in the past.
as she said,we're better off friends.

So i'll be back in a jiffy.
wanna customize my templates n everything.

See yahhh~